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Goddess Traditions and the Cosmology of the Amazon
Lately, I’ve been living in a kind of luminous overlap. On one side, I’ve been studying the Goddess traditions—through Josh’s work at The Emerald—where animism isn’t a concept, it’s a way of walking. Respect for land. Respect for ritual. Respect for geometry. Respect for sound and wave dynamics. A reminder that what we call “spirituality” isn’t something we do after life. It’s how we meet life. How do we meet the body? How do we meet the earth? On the other side, I feel deeply connected to Amazonian cosmologies—especially the Noke Koi and the Shipibo—where songs and patterns aren’t just art or culture, but living technologies of relationship. There are…
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From Skeptic to Seer: How Plant Medicine Opened Me to the Spirit World
Five years ago, if you had told me spirits were real, I would have laughed. Today, my ancestors visit me often. I spent most of my life trapped in the scientific worldview that we are material beings and that we are alone in this dance of the cosmos. I leaned heavily on science to help shape that view. Like most of us, I didn’t see any visual evidence, and therefore I concluded that the spirit realm was a fantasy. Two major shifts over the last few years changed my view. The first was diving deep into plant medicine, and the second was studying the world from an animate perspective with…
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Embracing Change: From Pain to Purpose
I did all the things that were expected of me while growing up—mostly. I ended up with my father’s parents at the age of five and spent the next few decades doing what young men typically do in American culture.
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Noya Rao Diet: Experience Plant Spirit Communion
I hosted this beautiful tree in a month-long Noya Rao plant diet. A plant diet is a commitment to ingesting a plant or tree for a period of time to get to know the spirit of our plant friends. These plant dietas are common among the Shapibo tribes of Peru and a cornerstone to developing our relationship with the plant world. It’s a time of reflection and communion. During the diet, we spend as much time as possible alone or in nature. There are two types of diets, one is in isolation in the jungle, and the other is at home—this is called a remote diet. These remote diets allow…
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What is Unconditional Love?
These two words are an oxymoron—love has no condition, and thus the question is: what is love? If love is a spirit, what qualities are imbued in love or requested by love? Love is a recognition that I am not separate from another. My “I” is like all other “I”s, and therefore, acknowledging deep reverence for myself and all other beings, not just humans but also the animals, plants, and beings in the unseen world—means that I care for and support the health, welfare, and happiness of others, including myself. Rooted in love means I lead from the heart, I speak from the heart, I listen from the heart, and…
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How Long Does Ayahuasca Last? (And Why You Might Still Be Hugging a Tree Days Later)
So you've heard the whispers in the jungle, or maybe just read a Reddit thread at 2am, and you're wondering: How long does ayahuasca last? Buckle up, cosmic cowboy, and let's answer that call from the jungle.
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Psychedelics Are Not Enough
I had just had my mind blown after two nights of ayahuasca. It wasn’t my first dance with this medicine, but it might as well have been because I had taken a twelve-year break from working with this powerful plant from the Amazon.
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Dying is Absolutely Safe – Awareness Beyond Death
I had a friend who recently lost his father, and he said this article helped him process his father’s death. In this article, Ram Dass writes about how his attitude towards death has changed with his spiritual growth and that he’s got it on good authority that dying is safe. Also, I recommend listening to this podcast featuring Anita Moorjani. After being diagnosed with stage four cancer, Anita fell into a two-week, life-threatening coma, during which she experienced extraordinary mystical realms beyond imagination. She returned to share her incredible journey. Anita also recounts her miraculous recovery from cancer and offers profound insights on how to live a life that promotes…
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Meditation, Medicine, and Mysticism: My Journey Toward Liberation
I want to be free. As my journey deepens along the spiritual path, I continue to get pulled toward practices that explore drawing the heart into the mind. I study teachings and practice techniques that cultivate meditative peace and harmony, but I realize this is only half the journey. How does one pursue freedom? Go to India. That was my answer in my 20s. I went to India searching for meaning, living in various ashrams, and visiting sacred sites without knowing a thing about the word ‘sacred.’ Looking back, part of me was running from my life in California toward something different. I started yoga in my late teens and…
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Amazon Ayahuasca Retreat – Study with the Brazilian Tribes
Would you like to go on an ayahuasca retreat in the Amazon? Deep within the heart of the Amazon rainforest, ancient cultures have thrived for centuries, living in harmony with their lush surroundings. Among their most remarkable traditions is the use of ayahuasca, a sacred plant medicine that holds immense spiritual and healing power for the indigenous tribes of Brazil. Ayahuasca is far more than a hallucinogenic brew; it is a gateway to spiritual enlightenment, a healer of both body and soul and a powerful symbol of cultural identity. For these tribes, ayahuasca is a profound ceremonial practice that connects them to their ancestors, the spirit world, and the natural…